Evolution

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"A great [wo]man is always willing to be little." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

Homecoming...Er, Bait and Switch???

On Saturday, two days earlier than we anticipated, Eden came home.  She weighed a whopping 4 lbs. 13 oz. and was up to the big leagues of 40 milliliters per feeding.  That's right, about an ounce and a half.  What a champ!  Here we are at discharge.  Funny story is that when the janitor came in to sweep, not knowing about the adoption, she asked me how I got my body back so quickly...er...um...but can you believe that's Eden's birthmom, three weeks after delivery?

When Eden was in the NICU, she never fussed except at bathtime.  She was content to eat and then lay back in her little plastic bin and sleep.  She pooped once a day (sorry for the overshare, but I am now one of THOSE people...mothers) and felt content with life.  We just knew that we were getting the next wave of baby evolution, the perfect child!  And then we brought her...or at least some baby...home.  On discharge day she was so fussy!  She refused to sleep or be content anywhere except in our arms.  I guess she knew that her environment had changed and it kind of freaked her out.  She also started pooping just about every single diaper and eating 60 mils per feeding (which I guess explains the pooping...).  And today at her first pediatrician visit, she weighed in at 5 lbs. 1 oz.  Is this really our sweet little Eden?

Yeah.  It is.  And I can't get enough of snuggling her!  Neither can Kris, although he doesn't like to admit it.  He says that if he lets on, Eden will know he's wrapped around her twiggy little finger and then the jig is up for life.  Even so, this is how she spent her morning:

Notice the relative size of our remote control. But every day, she just gets bigger!  This, the time when she's so tiny, won't last long: we're savoring every moment.   

Eden: A Birth Story

Eden was born at 2:17 am on June 5th, a complete shock to us.  So surprised were we, that we weren't even in town.  We'd already decided that the first two weeks in June were safe for travel and that we'd stick around after that, "just in case."  Ha!  We spent that afternoon hanging out with some of Kris's family in Twin Falls.  His parents happened to be in town and we were lovin' life.

(If you've never been to Shoshone Falls, you need to go.  Seriously.)

That evening, Kris went out shooting (skeet and water jugs) with his dad, brother, and brother-in-law.  I stayed behind to hang out with the girls.  So when Kris called me to say that Stefani was in labor, I turned to Kris's mom and said, "I will murder your son if he is joking."  He was not joking.  Boy!  That was some trip back home.  Kris wouldn't let me drive because he was afraid of how fast I'd go (that being one of my weakensses even without provocation), but he somehow got us to the hospital in pretty good time himself. 

When we got there, they told us to go home.  Stefani was at a 5, but they thought they could delay birth for 48 hours so Eden could receive steroids to get her lungs ready.  We went home.  Kris went to sleep, but I just tossed and turned.  Finally, on one of those turns, I looked over to see Kris's phone all lit up: Tyrell was calling and Eden was about to come by c-section!   

We first met Eden at 2:47 am, thirty minutes after her birth.  I've never believed in love at first sight.  I stand corrected!

I Lied...Introducing Eden Emerson Bell!

She was born at 33 weeks, by emergency c-section.

But from her very first cry she has been breathing on her own. 

And taking her food like a champ-- getting cranky when she thinks it's late in coming.

Her beautiful birthparents officially placed Eden with us today. They love her SO much.

The nurses in the NICU are amazing.  Eden should be on full feedings by Friday, and in the hospital for at least a couple more weeks while she learns how to eat from a bottle. 

We are overwhelmed with gratitude and joy.  Thanks to all of you for your prayers, support, and love. 

Welcome to the world, Eden Emerson Bell!

Seven Weeks and Counting...

P.S. How cute is our tiny little birthmom?

Birthday Time!

I expect to see my husband on my birthday again in 2014, when it will fall on a Saturday.  But not before.  Why? you may ask.  Simple: the U.S. government hates me and is engaging in a ruthless, petty campaign to keep Kris away each time I get older. I guess it must be all that rude stuff I say about how the politicians on both sides of the isle are just corrupt narcissists who don't know their elbows and scapulae apart.  In any case, he was gone again this year.  In spite of it all, I have to call this one of the best birthday's ever. 

The celebration started before Kris left, with a present he and my parents conspired to produce: a Kindle.  At the rate I accumulate library fines, I think it's going to save us money before long.  I've got 30 of the classics lined up to go (everything from Walden to The Book of the Dead) and they are all FREE.  I love it.  Incidentally, Kris does too...

On the actual anniversary of my birth, I received two most excellent gifts from none other than God: a gorgeous sunrise and the flowering of our plum tree.  I was made to be born in the spring.

But the joy didn't end there.  No, no.  Next up was an entire batch of blondies and caramel sauce, created and delivered by a good friend of mine (who drove 40 miles to drop them off).  I tell ya, that is either love or an attempt to sabotage the size of my butt.  Could be both, but at least I smiled as my pants got tighter...

Then Sierra came down and spent the night.  We had a ball!  She drove me around to every flower store and bullied me into buying a small fortune worth of English Daisies to plant in my flower beds.  Then she gave me spa night, with a pedicure and back massage.  Those little midget fingers are magical, I tell you, magical!  Sisters are the best.

When Kris came home he surprised me with a wonderful at-home date.  He found three new gourmet recipes for me to try and then bought all of the fancy ingredients and had them put away as a surprise for when I got home for work.  We cooked together and results looked like this:

 It's creamy pasta with bay scallops and cilantro, and beet-pear salad with lemon dressing and pistachios.  For dessert, we had chocolate bread pudding. Why does anyone ever go to a restaurant?

From the things mentioned above to the thoughtful cards, texts, emails, phone calls, etc., this birthday was a wonderful reminder of the joy in being loved by so many special people.  And now here's one last picture, of me with the flowers Sierra bought and the rose my thoughtful brother sent for me to plant.

And one last pearl of wisdom.  My trick for feeling great about getting older is this: I don't dress up the day before my birthday.  That way when it is my birthday and I do shower and wear nice clothes, apply deodorant, do my hair and make-up, etc., I can look in the mirror and say, "Dang!  I get better looking each year!"